Thursday, April 30, 2015

TEN YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll admit, I have very little energy to write a decent post commemorating our tenth year of marriage. A two week old baby can zap the energy right out of you. I do want to say that I'm so glad Jared and I married for time and all eternity ten years ago. 
He is my person. He is my second chance. He is making all of my dreams come true. He is my best friend. He makes me laugh every day. He inspires me with his faith and diligence. 
I am a lucky girl. I am so grateful for the last decade. I am looking forward to what the next decade will bring. I am truly blessed.

We were so young and happy and in love.


We are not as young, but we're still happy and even more in love! Our hearts are truly full!


Tuesday, April 28, 2015

BFFs

One of the most difficult things about living in Orlando is how transient the area is. It seems that every time I make a close friend that friend ends up moving somewhere else. Three years ago, I opened myself up to making close friends again. (I had waited a while because it hurt so much when Barbara and Carol moved away. I wasn't ready to be vulnerable again.) Trista, Bethany, and JoAnn all came into my life about the same time. We began seeing one another regularly and found we had a lot in common. My favorite thing about these women is that they are positive, upbeat, faithful, authentic, confident individuals. I always feel like a better version of myself when I am with them.

In 2013, Trista moved south to Boca Raton for her husband to begin his OB/GYN practice following residency. And in 2014, Bethany moved to Durham, NC for her husband to begin a pediatric fellowship following his residency. JoAnn is still in Lake Mary and we are fortunate to still see one another regularly. Fortunately, my upcoming move will not put me any further away from JoAnn than I already am. Phew! We were able to all be together again in January 2014 and again in June 2014. It has been hard for me when they moved, to say the least. I had really come to rely on these women.

I was so surprised and did a major ugly cry when I opened my door last night and the three of them were standing there with hugs ready. I was beyond happy to be with them again. I only wish I wasn't sleep deprived and could have made it past 10:30. I honestly think this is one of the best surprises I've ever had. It is in the top three for sure. A huge thank you to the husbands that were willing to take on all 12 children (Trista-6, Bethany-2, and JoAnn-4) so that their wives could spend an evening with me. I am always amazed by how the Lord blesses my life. I feel so unworthy of such blessings, but I am truly grateful He chooses to allow my life to intertwine with those of His elect. I love these girls!

Sunday, April 26, 2015

House Update

We had our second of four meetings prior to closing on the new house. This was the "pre-drywall" meeting. As you can see the house is looking more and more like a house. The inside was all framed up, windows were in, electricity and plumbing were installed, and the drywall was stacked ready to go up. Things are moving quickly which is so exciting because I am so ready to move! Now that Weston is here, it is even more evident how much we've outgrown our little house. His bedroom is the living room and things are just piling up because there isn't a place for them. I'm beyond excited and can hardly wait!

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Our New Brand Baby

Krause 5.0 was born on Thursday, April 16. Here is his story.

As previously posted, this was the longest I'd been pregnant and I was grumpy. On Wednesday, 38 weeks, I felt a handful of mild contractions in the late afternoon. When it was obvious that nothing was happening, I went to bed feeling a little defeated and anxious. Around 2 I awoke to my regularly scheduled insomnia. After lying in bed for about a half hour, I felt what might be a contraction. A real one. After thirty minutes of moving around and monitoring for contractions, I decided it was the real deal and woke Jared up. They weren't too powerful, but were coming regularly about every 5-7 minutes.
While Jared showered, I called his parents to come be with our sleeping children, called my mom so she could head down from St. Augustine, and called my midwife, Corinne.

38 weeks, 1 day enjoying some contractions in the lobby at 4 AM.


We were checked in at the hospital by 4:30 and I was measuring at an 8. Contractions intensified at 5:30 when Corinne broke my water. By 6, I was in transition, and saying things like "I don't want to do this." and "It's so hard. I don't think I CAN do this." Jared was great as always and reminded me that I could, in fact, "do this." Besides it was kind of too late to not "do this."
Weston's delivery was probably one my scariest because when he decided to come it happened quickly and unexpectedly. I wasn't in a pushing position, but was just managing a contraction lying on my side in the bed. All of a sudden, I felt an enormous amount of pressure and pain and screamed so loud I couldn't believe it was me screaming. (In fact, I screamed so loud I scared my neighbor who was delivering her first baby. I felt so bad, we stopped by before going to recovery to assure her I'd survived and wish her luck. In the cutest voice ever, this sweet young 20-something said, "You scared the hell out of me." It was pretty funny. To be honest, I scared myself.)  Everyone jumped to and realized that Weston was coming and that I needed to be readjusted. I was in so much pain and with an added 35 pounds found it almost impossible to actually move myself. I'm pretty sure the nurse, Jared, and the midwife were the ones to actually move me. Another contraction came fast and with a huge push out came Weston. It seemed I was still not in a great position because his shoulder wouldn't come out. With a little adjustment from Corinne to my hips, out he came at 6:20 AM. I couldn't have done this without Corinne; she rocks!



All 7 lbs, 15 oz and 21 inches of him. He ties Landon for being my biggest baby. 

We are so glad that Baby Weston is here. 

Just relaxing after a long morning. Poor fella has bruises all over him. Probably because when he decided to come my legs were closed and he just banged around on every bone in my pelvis. Seriously, his head, forehead, nose, cheek, ribs, abdomen, knees, and calves all had bruising. Poor little guy.

Enjoying some time with Gigi and Papa.


Everyone is so happy about our "New Brand" Baby. 

Ethan wrote this sweet story about Weston on the way to the hospital.

Weston Edward. 
We went back and forth on Weston's middle name. At first it was going to be Stuart, which is Jared's middle name. Then we decided on Paul, a great uncle of Jared's who passed away in WWII. Earlier in the week, when I realized it was a good possibility that Weston could be born on April 15, the day my Granddaddy Edward William Pomar passed away 19 years ago, I threw that in the ring. He didn't come the 15th, but we liked how it sounded and decided to make the change. 


Getting his inaugural home bath by Gigi. This is a special memory. Gigi has given every one of my children their first bath at home. Weston wasn't a fan. He cried nearly the whole time.



The only part he liked was when Gigi poured the water over his head. Then it was right back to crying.


He survived and enjoyed some brother snuggles. 

Saturday, April 11, 2015

Day 18

I have a history of NOT having to be pregnant for a full 40 weeks or beyond. It is kind of awesome, but it is also anxiety-producing. All the babies have been good weights and there's this fear I have that if I exceed the precedented delivery dates baby will be huge and I'll need surgery etc, etc. Not that surgery is an inferior way to have a baby, I'm just scared of it and don't feel like mothering five children while I recover from surgery.
Landon (#3) came the earliest at 20 days early. I'm pretty sure the midwife had something to do with that by swirling things around in there. I was contracting in the office and was at a five on my 37 week check up date. She was on call that night and gave me a push. It worked and thank heavens because he was 7 lbs 15 oz (that's just an ounce shy of 8 pounds). I don't even want to imagine how big he'd have been if he'd cooked for three more weeks. Plus, he broke his collarbone on the way out so that was a little scary.
The remaining three babes (#1, 2, and 4) all came on Day 18. Ethan would have been here by now, he was born just before 4 AM. Grayson came about 5:30 AM and Miriam was 2:47 PM. All on Day 18. Well, you guessed it. Day 18 is today! My anxiety is climbing the longer baby boy stays in there.
I had an appointment earlier this week and was four CM dilated and effacement was about 50%.  My mom, being awesome, decided to spend the week with me. It has been great having her here. I can't remember the last time I had her all to myself for such a long period of time. (Probably when Ethan was born 7.5 years ago.) We've talked and laughed and she's helped me do normal things that have become difficult with my girth. She has even given me foot rubs! Something my wonderful husband just doesn't do. My appointment was on Monday and NOTHING yet.
If nothing happens today I'll officially have been pregnant longer than ever before. I know I should enjoy it seeing as this is it for us, but the discomfort and anxiety is really making that difficult. I realize this is not a REAL problem, it is only a problem because I'm a crazy pregnant lady.

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Happy Easter 2015

Easter was fun and relaxing this year. It was a beautiful day and we were able to focus on our Savior and Redeemer, Jesus Christ and all that He has done for us. His gift of death and resurrection are truly the greatest gift given to mankind. We also enjoyed an Easter egg hunt and yummy cookout at Stacey's house.

These babies should be here within a month!(Andrea 36 weeks and Stacey 34 weeks)

Grayson took home quite a stash of eggs.

Ethan found the "Golden Egg." It had $2 in it!

Landon also found many eggs.

Waiting to start the hunt.


Mom hid the eggs and then the children were released by age to find them. Miriam got to go first and she had a great time finding her eggs. She was so cute. She cheered for herself and raised her eggs high in the air every time she found one. 



Earlier in the week, Grayson also had an Easter egg hunt at school and an Easter Hat parade.



Jared helped Grayson make his Easter Hat. It is a cowboy hat with paper eggs and bunny ears. Jared said the bunny ears looked more like donkey ears. I think that would be even more appropriate than bunny ears because Christ actually rode a donkey into Jerusalem the week before Easter. So, donkeys are actually more relevant at Easter than bunnies. 

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Ethan's Report Card

Ethan is only in the first grade so he doesn't receive letter grades, just S's at this point. However, the comments his teacher has provided this year make me so proud as a  mom.

First quarter: "Ethan is a sociable student who is always willing to help with class projects. His fine attitude and spirit of cooperation are reflected in his excellent work."
Second quarter: "Ethan is a joy to have in class. He enjoys being challenged and learning new things. He continues making excellent progress in all academic areas."
Third quarter: "Ethan's positive attitude and strong leadership skills makes him a favorite with his fellow classmates. His curiosity and love of learning drives his excellent academic gains."

So, so proud of my biggest boy.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Our New House

Construction has begun on our new house! We are beyond excited. 

Photos taken March 18, 2015



Photos taken April 1, 2015





Spring Break!

Spring Break was pretty fun this year! I was worried it would be lame because I'm to the point of pregnancy when I just feel huge and uncomfortable and have a hard time keeping up with everyone. Thanks to our parents and our birthday festivities it was really fun and memorable.

We went to St. Augustine for part of Spring Break and spent one morning at the Alligator Farm.


I love these dangerous animals of mine!



The Galapagos Tortoises were amazing! They can live to be 150-200 years old. Pretty cool.


Checking out some gators.

Miriam wouldn't join in. I think she thought this guy was still alive.

Enjoying some crafty fun at Lyla's birthday party! 

 
The boys got to go to the Annual Deseret Ranch Rodeo with Jared's parents. They had a blast chasing pigs and watching the rodeo. 


Got to spend some quality time with this guy and his family. It'd been nearly 9 years since we'd seen David, but it honestly felt like yesterday. Life long friends are the best.


Jared turned 33 and we enjoyed a delicious cake from Charley's Bakery. We're going to miss that place when we move. 


Things They Say

While clipping Landon's toes, I asked him why he had such stinky feet. He exclaimed, "Because I farted earlier!" Hahahaha.

At breakfast, I raised my arm above my head. Grayson exclaimed, "Ewwwwwwwwww!" "What?" I asked. "I saw your armpit!"

Me: "What do you want for lunch today?"
Landon: "Probably donuts!"

Just randomly, Landon yells to me from across the room. "Your legs have armpits, you know?"

Two nights ago, our dog had an audible fart and ran away from it because she is a scaredy cat. It was hilarious and one of those moments you wish you'd caught on film.